its another night again.
i dont wanna sleep. at the same time i want to.
i dont wanna stay awake and think of so much things.
i dont wanna sleep as it's another cycle again after waking up.
kinda cried a bit today.
at interchange with baby.on mrt. even cried while smiling.
baby u asked whether i felt sad. my answer is yes. just that i dont wanna say that. dont wanna let you worry more. i dont wanna make u feel helpless. i also dk how to help myself alr.

somehow i think im gona be crazy.
i dont wanna study. really hao bu xiang yao.
but still have to. no matter how much i say.
sometimes i wanna die just coz i dont wanna study. yea it seems stupid. but it will all end, wont it?