its bad news for my baby, which is also bad news for me.
i feel so lost now. have no idea how to help him.
baby's posting result came out on friday. guess it was a blow to him.
idk much about ns stuff. but from what he say, its tough.
it hurts me to see his life to be so fucked up.
he didn get to enjoyed life.
lady luck was never really by his side.

baby had been trying to hide how he feels.
it hurts me to see him like that.
what should i do? or what can u actually do? im really lost. i was never on the correct path for a start. plus this thing going on.
it hurts to see the way that he is heading to. it even more heart breaking, to see how he might become.
there's this posibility that he will change, not a good change. its not that i dont believe him.
there's negativity in him these days. idk how long can he carry on with his theory and positiveness.

this obstacle, will he be able to overcome? what path will he choose? what should i do?
what i can do now is to wait, to bet on hope.